You Maybe out of Sight. But NEVER OUT of my mind & Heart. I MIss You, I LOVE you always.

Love Always Me & Your baby Alex Jr

How i wish you where here with us. You would of been happy with a new family. Who would appreciate you & everything you do! Rest in peace Valentines Day.

Hello My love, I havent forgotten you. As you can see you have been replaced. I know its been 3 years she as someone new. You where correct in everything you mention to me. Also she doesnt cut hair at your sisters place. For the same reason, she's shame.The sad thing is her family is fine with it. They attend special trips with them. There are no many things that I wish you can see.I am postive that you know this already sweet heart.You always knew, if you were alive right now she would of press charges and get you for child support.Did you know also that she went through court fighting the police station for $ and she won. She mention that she spoke with a police officer & told them that you where suicidal. This wouldn't of happened if they put you in a safe room. She's the only person to BLAME ! F###EN MEN.She should of got her face done instead of her stomach.She's a UGLY person IN & Out.

Hello Alex, I still think of you everyday. I miss you so much. I wish you where here with me. I know you are in a better place now. And watching me & baby from above. I will always love you & no other man will replace you. YOU where a diamond one of kind. You always thought of others & helped the one in need. I look through these's pictures of us everyday. You looked so happy, then feeling depressed over things. Your ex wife did to you. You thought having your family will be better. But coming out clean everything you did in the past. She sure didnt want to say eveything to you. I still think she deserve her hits.But you shouldnt of hurt your self.I understand and respect what you said to me. At your last call from jail.Only if you knew that i was carring your baby. Things would of been better.But only god knows why this happened. I love you . I know i will never be the same. My heart aches every day. I love you .

WE still miss you so much. I still dont understand why you did this? I try to think back to the times we spent . Hearing you out talking about her/daughter how they never cared.What happened to our song trading my sorrows? why couldnt you be strong?. Hey honey now, she cries for you on face book. Friends have said she didnt really know what ahe had intill its gone. She's sure learned the hard way. She goes to church our church but i dont understand why? wears her wedding band dont know why? Honey at least you are resting above no more fights again with her/ daughter. We miss you your son say's hello. See you soon at your grave. Love you

I wish i can say everything you told me that friday. EVery word, i belive she would move out of city. She wouldn't be working where she is now.But i have hold on to all this. That honey i cant hold it any longer. I feel anger, sadness because what you went through. No body knew how you felt inside. People can think or say things about you. But they dont understand anything because they werent in your shoes. Who ever is reading this & checking weekly. Get answers !!!!

My love we still miss you daily.I wish i can see your smile again. How i miss your hugs and kisses. Still remember the moments we shared. You always use too hold me tight in nights. How i miss that. I am happy that i have someone in life that will always remind me of you. Our little son he sure as the same smile of yours & your hands.I miss you, I still remember the times you where sad. For Christmas you mention you wheren't going to be with your kids. I know, you said not to say much. I thank you for your last call when you called me from jail. Yes , i know you messed up by hitting her. You lost control i dont blame you. BUT She also said many, things that hurt you! You where very worried what people will say for your action. So you just decided to do what you did. YOu always seem to care what other people thought of you. That was important to you. Specially coming from your life history.No father in your life. Great mother,great sisters you always talked about. YOur missed & loved still as time past by Hoildays, are the worse. Another thing she asnt even changed. She is the same ugly ,H3E.Only It wasnt worth it honey! YOU would of been happier with us. Love you always

I will love you always. No other man will replace you. Your a great man, Dum if she never knew that, and took the 100% of you. I am glad that i did took you, the way you where. I knew you where depressed, and those secrets you shared with me. All i know everything , since childhood you shared. Father problems, ex spouse,. At least your not suffering and i am glad i didn't missed you long time ago. I guess this time it worked out for you. I am not mad at you. I understand you just had it with everything. You couldnt take it any more.

My love i wish you where here. We miss you and i am glad i have someone in life. That will always remind me of you. Our 18 mth He looks like you. He as your smile,hands , feet and eyes. He is your twin. I wish you where here i know you would be happier. But i know things changed. I didnt get a change to tell you. How can you open up to someone to start new. When the other person didnt tell you the her whole story. And i am not talking about me, you know who out there. She asn'y changed at all. You where correct on many thing my love. I wish you where here with me. I know you would of been happier. Your a great father maybe someday your family can meet our son. His is your twin, i have pictures of us, so i can share. I have cards, roses, jewlery, etc. Thank you for all your 12 year memories. RIP we love you .See you soon again we will visit you.

She trys to be the good parent that you were. But NOT successfull on that. She will never be a great parent as you were with your kids. You were right! She trys hard but cant. Instead she gives what she wants buys her off her love. RIP my love

I miss you i have noticed many thigs uou said. And your correct about all of them. Yes, she asn't changed at all your ex- wife. She is still the H#e. Also she sure regrets everything she did & said to you. To late for that what could of what should of? YEs,shes a tomboy with a dress & dude with make up. I will always miss you. Tahnk you for your letters & last talk call. I think your family ferreyra should know the truth & kids. I am sorry for your pain. I understand why you did it. I didnt see your true love near you any of those days & i asked if she came by. She is the one that loved you deeply. I run into her sometimes. I see, what you seen in her. Love great person, great mother of 3. I seen your kids they have your eyes. I see YOU. I will always love you .

You are miss so much every day. This hurt family,& true friends. I will never forget you. I have the these's precious memories, cards, letters, from you.R.I.P. My love

Its been 8 months already. He is well missed every since day. He was a great father, friend, worker. I dont know why people talk. But dont know,I know everything that was said friday. He was in so, so, much pain. Why? He did what he did. I understood everything now, understand. Soon it all will come out.Watch, sand. I hope you earn your winds, my dear friend. R.I.P. Alex i cant let it go yet.

I am appalled at the lack of knowledge, with whitch people speak. To speak of this occurance with no concrete knowledge of the true facts is sad, dumb, and hurtful to the ones who know the truth.

Remember, what goes around comes around.

First suicide is a sad occurrence.

Second Domestic Violence is a horrible crime. DV is not a crime specifically targeted at women, although they are almost always the reported victim. Men and women both have the ability of striking one another. Men usually don't report such crimes because either they are not seriously injured or because they don't care due to societal views.

Third what the heck happened to "innocent until proven guilty?" I know it's hard to fathom but PEOPLE LIE! Although I do believe nearly all inmates are guilty but there is always a possibility that they are not. NO one knows the facts of the case...DON'T JUDGE!

What the heck is "Mexican CPR?" I hope you are not as ignorant as you sound. Legally not everyone has the authority to pronounce someone dead. Staff probably had to wait for staff with authority or transportation to get to said staff to pronounce this man dead.

Hey csusgirl

Did you NOT notice he was arrested for FELONY domestic violence!!!!!!!

Yes, I do think he deserves to die because he was a coward that beat up woman and didn't want to face the consequences of his own actions. He committed suicide because he wanted control and this way he was still able to have it. In jail he would've been beat down for the loser that he is! Whatever, just glad I don't have to pay to feed or house him anymore:)

I'm sure this isn't the first time this loser has hit a woman either. Good riddance you pathetic coward! I hope he rots in hell with the rest of them.

csusgirl

You have your head where the sun dont shine

it takes 45 minutes to pronounce a prisoner dead? How many times did they check for a pulse?! It isn't that hard to count to ZERO!

Thats what you get when you administer

"Mexican CPR"

it takes 45 minutes to pronounce a prisoner dead? How many times did they check for a pulse?! It isn't that hard to count to ZERO!

csusgirl

My instinct is telling me you have the right idea. Most people think domestic violence isn't bad. It is violence against women and it is not taken seriously by many people. If the genders were reversed I bet men would have a different opinion.

csusgirl wrote on Monday, Jan 11 at 10:47 PM »

Did you NOT notice he was arrested for FELONY domestic violence!!!!!!!

Yes, I do think he deserves to die because he was a coward that beat up woman and didn't want to face the consequences of his own actions. He committed suicide because he wanted control and this way he was still able to have it. In jail he would've been beat down for the loser that he is! Whatever, just glad I don't have to pay to feed or house him anymore:)

I'm sure this isn't the first time this loser has hit a woman either. Good riddance you pathetic coward! I hope he rots in hell with the rest of them.

WOW just because he was arrested for it doesn't mean he did it. I have seen women and men say someone hit them and it turns out that it never happened. I knew one woman who actually punched her own face and bloodied her lip and called the cops and said her husband beat her because she had an affair and he was leaving her.

I would be the first one to jump on the band wagon against domestic violence having survived it.